Always Waiting

Quivering hands
Unsettled mind
Pacing back and fourth
All the time

When do I get my relief of knowing
Its all over
When do I get my blissful haven
Ive so longed for?

I guess not
I guess not
I guess not yet

I'm sick of this bull shit and torment
I'm constantly put through

Would somebody save me or help me
Or give me something new?

I'm always heading to a dead end
I never reach my destination

Oh please
Somebody help me
Find my sanity...