Lost

I don’t know if you’re pushing me away or pulling me closer
I don’t know where I stand
I don’t know what you want from me
Or if you care at all

Your words lash out and hurt
Then lovingly draw me in
I don’t know what you want from me
Do you want this to end

Don’t turn tables
Or place this on me
Just come out and tell me
What it is you want

I can’t read minds
I don’t know where I stand
Are you pushing me away
Or are you going to finally let me in

You Are The One

I love you so much i can't believe its real, my love for you i don't want to conceal, i don't know if others will understand, because they don't think this relationship will stand, but i know that we have a bond that can't be broken, my love will not be unspoken, through the good times, the hard times, you will see my love truly shine, not just sometimes, but all through the day, you're beautiful in every way, you are the one i love, there is none above...

Your are special

Your special in every little way,
I try to tell you this everyday,
You do everything for us,
Even if we have to ride the bus,

Your there for us all the time,
And give us every single dime,
We care about you so much,
And love your hearts touch,

I wish we could always be together,
But sadly we wont last forever,
I don't know how I can repay you,
I tell you this cause its true,

Your something we can all adore,
Your something worth fighting for,
I wish I didn't cause you any pain,
Because you still got so much to gain,

I love the way you care,
Without you everyone bare,
I write this out of love,
You remind me of the prettiest white dove,

You remind me of the prettiest flower,
You have so much exquisite power,
Your special in every little way,
I try to tell you this everyday...

people walk in

Time goes by a lot slower
when you miss
the one you love.

Sometimes, no matter
how much faith we have,
we lose people.
But you never forget them.
And sometimes,
it's those memories
that give us the strength to go on.

Absence from whom
we love is worse than death,
and frustrates
hope severer than despair.

As contraries are
known by contraries,
so is the delight of presence
best known by the
torments of absence.

I miss you a little,
I guess you could say,
a little too much,
a little too often,
and a little more each day.

A goodbye isn't painful
unless you're never going
to say hello again.

A lot of people walk in

Missing You

You are the one who I always think,
I even see your face everytime I blink.
I really don't know why am I acting like this,
All I know that it is you who I miss.

When I think about you, my eyes seemed to glow,
When I dream of you, I hoped for no tomorrow.
To be with you right now is what I've wished
`Coz it is really you whom my heart has missed.

I believe that we will be together sooner or later.
How I hope that the time and day will pass faster
So that I'll be with you and hug you tight,
And never let go of you with all my might.

`Coz I really miss you and that's is true.

DO I HAVE TO CRY?

When in Spring the flowers bloom,
And everything is born anew,
Why do I have to cry?
I could be sharing this beauty with you...
Why, oh why do I have to sigh?

When the sun in the Summer noon,
Shines so brightly upon the land,
Why do I have to cry?
I could be holding you by the hand...
Why, oh why do I have to sigh?

Winds blow tenderly in Autumn,
And the leaves so gently fall,
Why do I have to cry?
I know we could have had it all...
Why, oh why do I have to sigh?

Cold outside in Winter evenings,
Colder here within my heart,
Why do I have to cry?
I never wanted us to be appart...
Why, oh why do I have to sigh?

just see.

Oh hold me close just one more time
Your perfect touch, your lips on mine
because Perfect things- they never last
We steal our moments, oh so fast.

Come with me, let's run away
Hide awhile and there we'll stay.
Cuddle close and hold me tight
In your arms the world is right.

Leaning near, you steal a kiss
My blushing cheeks tell all of this
Your laugh, so sweet, as you watch me.
Oh, we'll love forever...
they'll just see.

MY LOVE FOR YOU I CAN'T IGNORE

My love for you I can't ignore;
My heart I need not let explore.
For one day my darling in time you will see.
Your love for me, it was meant to be.
Until that day I vow unto you;
To love you, be faithful and always be true.
Please my Love, I'll do the right thing.
Never let go, hold me under you're wing.
For I have no desire to venture away;
I'll never let go, I'm here to stay.
So as long as you love me, one day you'll well know.
Our love for each other, in time it will grow.

My butterfly

Your butterfly has truly emerged.
Bright, beautiful, symmetrical.
Blazing with color.
Pinks for our love.
Deep reds for our hearts,
Our passions, our lips.
Yellows for our glow, our Light,
Our Spirits, our beautiful Sun.
Blues for our clear skies,
Our peace, our calm, your eyes.
Greens for our earth, our plants,
Our nature that surrounds
Our beautiful little bridge
That you built.
With hearts bonded and melted,
With pure love and sexiness,
With sheer poetry and excitement
Come fly with me.

BELIEVE IN YOUR HEART

Believe in your heart that
something wonderful is about to happen.
Love your life.
Believe in your own powers,
and your own potential,
and in your own innate goodness.
Wake every morning
with the awe of just being alive.
Discover each day the magnificent,
awesome beauty in the world.
Explore and embrace life in yourself
and in everyone you see each day.
Reach within to find your own specialness.
Amaze yourself and rouse those around you
to the potential of each new day.
Don't be afraid to admit
that you are less than perfect;
this is the essence of your humanity.
Let those who love you help you.
Trust enough to be able to take.
Look with hope to the horizon of today,
for today is all we truly have.
Live this day well.
Let a little sun out as well as in.
Create your own rainbows.
Be open to all your possibilities;
all possibilities and Miracles.

Mystery

You look into my eyes and see things you don't understand. Am I a mystery? I think not. You look at my smile; You search for something that isn't there. Am I a mystery? I think not. You listen to my voice, and call me an angel. This angel is flesh and blood, Not a doll to be put on show. You see - I'm not a mystery. I am me. I am flesh and blood. Touch me; I wont break. There's no mystery here. Caress me; feel the warmth. I'm not a mystery; I am Woman. Here I am - desires abound; Relentless and sensuous - yours to caress Like a flower; make me bloom. Don't stop; not even to rest! No mystery here; Just a Woman. I feel the weight of your body against mine; Your heaving breath upon my skin. The most gentle touch on my thigh, The soft nibbling on my breasts - Moving slowly in a downward motion. Now you see, I'm no mystery; I am ............. Woman.

I am

hi im a 32 years old and trying to
live my life day by day for i can't
do more then that. every time i try
to plan things they all seem to
fail and i feel bad. im a woman that
trys not to hid my emotions but
they always seem to get locked up
inside and i can't get them out. i
don't know how for i can't seem
to express my self and many people
do not know when somethings wrong.
im one of those woman who can be
sitting in complete silence and
rember something and break out

Happy New Year 2010

Happiness depends on more than years.
All one's moments gather to a wave
Passing in a rolling swell of tears,
Passions too immense to name or save.
Yet New Year's is a crest on which to sing,
Now poised between the future and the past.
Each awaits what course the fates may bring,
Winds that never touch the things that last.
Years turn and turn with an hypnotic grace
Even as the depths of life lie still. Although above one cannot silence face,
Remember that below the divers will.

It Hurts to know ?

It hurts to know you? re hurting
Because you? re so special in my heart
The pain that you are feeling
Is tearing me apart

But know that love has a way
Of easing all that ? s wrong
Together we can make it
If we hold on and just be strong

Know that you ?re not alone
In all your adversity
For by your side through and through
Is where I ? ll always be

I Care For You So Deeply

I care for you so deeply.
My heart beats for your slightest touch.

Your voice sings to me so sweetly
That I want to be with you ever so much.

I think about you always,
Sometimes with concern and desperate
I want to mean something to you
No matter what the heartache I may bare.

You have such an aura about you,
One that makes me weak in the knees.

I get so nervous around you,
It's hard to keep these butterflies at ease.

Your eyes reach deep inside me
This is why I try to hide.

I fear that you'll see everything
Opening my heart up even more wide.

When your breath caresses my lips
And our bodies are intertwined,

I can't help but feel your heart pounding,
Wanting these moments to be only mine.

You have such a power within in you
A responsibility not taken to lightly.

To you I would graciously give everything,
If it was me you could smile for so brightly.

I'm not asking you to give me your everything,
Just an honest woman I want to be.

To hold you and kiss you and love you,
To take all your hurt and set it free.

I need to be .....................

When I'm feeling sad and blue,
I need someone to help me through,

To make me laugh, to make me glad
To comfort me when I'm feeling sad.

To help dry away my tears,
To help me overcome my fears.

A person who'll be standing strong,
When everything is going wrong.

In short, I need to be loved with .....................................................................

What I Love About You...

The sparkle in your eye,
The warmth of your skin.
Your breath on my neck,
That quivers within.

The touch of your hand,
The smell of your hair.
The kindness in your smile,
That strength in your stare.

Your kiss on my lips,
Your body near mine.
The stroke of your touch,
That feeling inside.

The sound of your voice,
Compassion in your embrace.
The serenity in your stride,
The power in your face.

The calming of your presence,
The beating of your heart.
The promise of tomorrow,
That we may never part.

The beauty of your kiss,
and that magic in your touch.
It is for all these reasons and more,
Why I love you so much.

My Firend B day

Hope lovely surprises
Are coming your way,
To make your
Birthday

Here’s a Birthday greeting
Especially to show
How much you mean
Although you surely must know
That without a doubt
There’s no-one nicer than you
Or anyone dearer
To wish Happy Birthday to

I Walk

I walks along this lonely street
no one to dry my tears
massage my tired feet
or calm ever present fears

Seeing life through tainted heart
making everything gray
Alone, my life, anew to start
Always searching for a way

But life goes on no matter what
That fact she cannot quell
Memories ne'er to be forgot
Within her heart they dwell

So I keeps walking this lonely street
Keeps searching to find my way
Every night i lies down to sleep
And prays tomorrow's a better day

goodbye."

I've learned a lot of lessons
In the short time I have lived
I've learned how to appreciate
And I've learned how to give.

But in these past few months
There's two I'll remember most
I've learned how to love
And I've learned to let go.

You entered my life with such a force
And left it with one as strong
And though we tried to make it last
We both knew it wouldn't be long.

I lie at night and think about
How I'm the one to blame.
If only I would have trusted you,
I could have missed this pain.

And so I spent each day of my life
With my heart in pieces
And when I thought it could never be cured,
Something happened; I expected it least.

I guess my soul was all cried out,
And it was tired of being used.
And even though I know I'm guilty,
I was tired of being accused.

And so I've learned to end this
Without an urge to cry
These are my final words to you,
"I love you and goodbye."

Every "

very new beginning,
comes from some beginnings end.

Every time you kill me,
I am born again.

Every time you close that door,
Another door is opened.

And every time you say goodbye,
a different word is spoken.

Every time you look at me
my back is facing you,

And every time you ask to see me
I'll have something else to do.

Every time I join your game,
You're not playing fair,

And every time I really love you,
I pretend that I don't care.

My God, why

My God, why did you take my mother? Angles took the wrong one - not her - another. Regret is a feeling that I feel everyday; You took her from me, and I didn't say - "I Love You, Mom," in my own way; Only to hear her say it back to me. God, why couldn't you just let us be? She didn't deserve to die; Didn't deserve to be in pain, Only to leave me here asking you why - Night after night when I cry in vain.

YOU SAY NOTHING

I see it in your eyes
I see it in your face
I ask myself is it really there?
I ask you and you say nothing at all

I wonder have you ever felt this way before?
I hear your heart beat and you say nothing at all
I see a twinkle in your eyes
I guess you feel it too, don't you?

I feel your hand in mine
I see cupid's arrow of love just hit you
I ask you "can you feel it?"
I hear those words " I Love You"

leave me alone!

Please just leave me alone!
Will you stop calling my house?
You made that decision on your own.
You decided not to be my spouse.

Now, please just leave me alone.
No need for me to hear your voice.
Please, stop calling my telephone.
I am comfortable with your choice.

Any memory of you, I have erased.
I wiped them completely out of my mind.
I don’t want to remember, even, your face.
I love the peace, without you, I have found.

Please, just leave me alone!
I don’t care that, for me, your body aches.
I no longer crave to make you moan.
Just, leave me alone for heaven sakes.

I Don't NeeD

I don't need a man
To happy me
I don't need a man
To make my LIFE
Complete all I need
Is to be LOVE by someone
Who really cares there
Are feelings I have
Inside but they just
Won't go away so until
then I don't need a
Man to make me HAPPY
I don't need a man to
Make my LIFE complete