
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Dance Me To The End Of Love

You Walked Lightly

Captivating and lovely to my mind,
At first, I never cared who you were
Now I don’t know who I am without you,
You kissed me
I felt my world change,
You held me
I heard my heart awaken,
You loved me
And my soul was born anew
You walked lightly into my life
Now my heart knows who you are
And with every breath
And every step
I take down lonely roads,
Your hand is my staff
Your voice is my guide
Your strength my shelter
You’re passion my awakening.
You walked lightly into my life,
And all my pain
You took as your own,
And all my fears
You cast into the sea,
All my doubt
Lost in your eyes,
You walked lightly into my life
And no matter if you choose to stay or go,
My life is forever changed,
Just because you loved me
For a moment in time.
And because I choose
To love you
For the rest of mine.
You Are Always There
I dream of your touch while you are away,I dream of your smile all through the day,
I remember the day,
You came into my life,
I dream of the day I will be your wife.
I dream of the day I can fall asleep next to you,
I dream of the day I can say I do.
To be your wife,
To be together for life,
Is a dream I have,
Every night.
WiLl YoU sTiLl LoVe Me ToMorRoW?
You give your love so sweetly
Tonight the light
Of love is in your eyes,
But will you love me tomorrow
Is this a lasting treasure
Or just a moment's pleasure
Can I believe the magic of your sighs
Will you still love me tomorrow
Tonight with words unspoken
You said that I'm the only one
But will my heart be broken
When the night
Meets the morning sun
I'd like to know that your love
Is just a love I'm sure of
So tell me now and I won't ask again
Will you still love me tomorrow
So tell me now and I won't ask again
Will you still love me tomorrow
Will you still love me tomorrow
Will you still love me tomorrow
Will you still love me tomorrow
Will you still love me tomorrow
Saturday, October 2, 2010
your Love

Why i love u

I'm reminded of the reasons
why I love you from the depth
of my heart and soul.
And I wonder what I'd
do without you,
without your healing smile,
your words of faith,
the caring and sensitive way
you touch me,
lifting me
just when I need it most.
Without you,
what would I have?
What would I be?
I can't imagine existing in
a world where someone doesn't
love me the way you do.
You're the only one who ever
understood me and accepted me
for who I am.
And I think you're nothing short
of amazing.
Your love always has been
and always will be,
life's greatest gift to me!
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Change of Heart
Thoughts flow through my head,
As i wait to find the place where i belong,
Waiting in line for a long time,
My patience slowly ebbing away;
Searching for a way to find that special place for me,
That place where i can fly, the place where i feel free,
That place thats my own, the place where im totally
Free is right by your side, when its just you and me;
Challenges i met along the way,
Embrace my life with trepidation.
But, a changed person, i am today;
Suddenly the world is different,
The world is new,
The world is a place
Perfect for me and you;
And suddenly everything fits,
The world seems like a perfect place,
I’m no longer alone,
And my life doesn’t seem to be such a waste;
Some Days

some days i want to live
some days i wish it’s over
some days i long to see
some days i wait to die;
some days i think i am fine
some days i believe i have a problem
some days i am strong
some days i am weak;
some days i am closer to truth
some days it seems far far away
some days i think i understand
some days i am just lost;
some days i just wish
everything would disappear
some days i just hope
you could be near;
some days i have a feeling
one day everything
will be alright
and that day is closer
than ever;
- – - – - – - – - – - – - – - – - – - – - – - – - – - –
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Incomplete

the Grey sky looming above,
rain drops still dripping down
from the pregnant clouds above,
we set out on our journey once again;
around and around we go
in slow circles, moving
to the beat of the thunder
and rain that surrounds us;
as the droplets hit the ground,
shattered realizations lay scattered
reminding me nothing is same
as it seems to be;
as another memory turns to dust
i cut the lifeline that attaches me to the past
and i shove it back into the depths
where nothing will ever bring it back alive;
the rain does nothing to stop our journey,
never forgetting, who we are
we walk these streets of madness,
knowing that,without each-other…..
we are simply incomplete.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Nothing is as good as you.

Monday, July 19, 2010
With tears in my eyes, I moved on

the tears that drop down like ice, froze me like a sculpture
I sobs and weeps, was released at last
But still... I couldn't let go of the past
The tears that falls, that I wasted.
The voices that I screamed.
The rain was louder.
I wasn't heard.
I was scared, and alone.
I tried to walk tall.
I tried to be brave and strong.
With tears in my eyes, I moved on.
With My face held up high
from the dead, I spawn
I spread My wings, I fly
Even with tears in My eyes, I moved on.
The cracks in my heart, are never gone
The hollow holes were never filled
I never stop to think, I knows I should have to go on.
To replace the time, that was killed.
With the heartache in my head
I seem to forget
The way out behind the dread
There's always a friend, to see the sunset.
They were proud to call Me a friend.
for I am strong and brave
They will always be there till the end
in the end, till they reach their grave
I kept my distance
they kept me close
cause friendship is an essence
a light in the darkness that glows
IF ever I could tell you...

Show you what's broken and the heart that will never heal.
If ever I could make you see that I can't live without,
But even with you around I feel like I've been split apart.
If ever I could tell you that it's always been about you,
You've changed so much it's hard to tell the distant past I knew.
If ever I could express the feelings buried in my heart so deep,
Would you really listen to me and stop the tears I weep.
And every time it's the same old story going round and round again,
Can't take to see myself break apart - not again.
Why's it so hard for you to see things the way I do,
Caught up in your own world making silly excuses I always knew.
Perhaps I was the fool to give my heart away,
Thinking you'd be the one guy that would give me renewed hope each day.
And as I cling silently, tears falling down my face,
I know that nothing will ever be the way it was - it's just a hopeless case.
But why does my heart not see the truth that shines through my eyes,
I knew it was a mistake to come back - all that resounds are lies.
An aching heart will continue to grieve,
The pain so strong it's hard to leave,
Forgetting what once was that will never be.
Perhaps foolish are those that crave for a love,
That duly not respected will break one in half.
It was my mistake, this time round.
I cannot walk back if every word I utter leaves no sound.
False dreams and hopes burnt with every word said,
If this was the way it was going to end then I wish You had not led,
My feet into his direction if all that was meant for me was pain.
Just wash away the memories,
And burn his name from my heart.
I don't want to remember,
It's time to end that which you could never start.
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Pain

a shiver of sorts has shaken up my spine
we shared all the smiles and the tears
your single gleam fended off all my fears
on the sands of time, i tread alone
on a path, full of thorns and stone
i experience a pain hitherto unknown
that stays with me when i am alone
i stand alone even when in a crowd
i wish i could just lie in my shroud
my love for u knew no constraints
inside me your memory never fades...
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
If I Had TIME

It is not time itself that makes your life worth something
In the time that I have I will be a kinder, gentler and more giving
I will take advantage of all the time I have to show more joy, I will be living
I will take the time that I have to listen more intently
I will respond and speak more wisely and more softly
In the time that I have I will share it with those whom I love
Because I have no idea how much time I have, that is up to God above
In the time that I have I will devote my self to God through Christ
I will respect the word of God because without him I have no life
In the Time that I have I will love and honor my love in all that I do
I do this out of love, a devoted and never ending love for you
In the time that I have I will share a passion for a blessed and positive life
I will make the time to share my love with my one greatest blessing, my love
In the time that we have together I will lift you up in spirit and to God I will pray
That you have health, kindness and love as part of your blessing each and every day
The Two Of Us

We used to talk, now I can’t speak no more
I’m told I speak way to loud
Nothing I have to say ever comes out right
I wish I knew what has become of the two of us
We used to have fun
Now we can’t stand to be around one another
All we ever seem to do is fight
I wish I knew what has become of the two of us
We used to laugh
Now I’ll I want to do is cry
You no longer hold me in your arms at night
I wish I knew what has become of the two of us
We spoke of the future quite often
Now it just seems bleak and blind
We no longer have the sunshine that is so bright
I wish I knew what has become of the two of us
We don’t seem to see eye to eye
It feels like we move only mechanically
Doesn’t look like there any hope in sight
I wish I knew what has become of the two of us
Nothing seems the same at all
Have we gotten to old to love one another
Has our marriage lost it’s delight?
Life is so much shorter

Life is so much shorter
Than a hundred years lets on
When you don't try to live it right
And a hundred years have gone
Loneliness takes years away
So love whenever you can
Say the things you need to say
Hold your lover's hand
Give away the things you want
Use wisely what you need
Be happy with what God has sent
Make a million memories
Make others want to be like you
To accomplish the feats you have
Make somebody's dreams come true
Be a loving mom or dad
Treat the world around you
With respect and dignity
Give your children a better chance
To live long and be happy
Be proud of everything you've done
And what others have helped you do
Show your daughters and your sons
It's made a better man of you
A meaningful hundred years you'll make
In this passionate life you'll live
A hundred meaningful years it'll take
To give all that you long to give
IF You

Sunday, April 18, 2010
Don't Tell Me You Love Me

For a lie that strong can ruin my life and bring on a new fear.
Fear to be loved, fear to love ever again
It can cause my fragile heart to break, tear and bend.
Think of all in life that will be missed
because of one small broken promise
So, when I put all of my trust deep within you
Please don't tell me you love me, unless you truly do.
Dreams

Dreams
Saturday, April 17, 2010
So Long

With your hands folded upon your chest.
You look like you are sleeping
But you are at eternal rest.
So Long For Now.
When someone special passes on
It does not mean they are gone,
Though they are no longer with us
Their memory still lives on.
It hurts so much to lose a friend -
Especially one that is trustworthy and kind.
You will always have a special place in my heart
Forever until the end of time.
I will not say "Good-bye".
This is not the end.
So I will just say, "So long..."
Until we meet again.
Monday, April 12, 2010
ONE LAST WORD

Sitting in silence,
In the middle of the night,
Not able to sleep,
Because of our stupid fight.
Love now lost,
So much pain,
Its not all about you,
Dont be so vain.
I dont know what to say
My feelings are mixed,
Im wondering if ever,
Things will be fixed.
I was so sad,
As you walked out the door,
Our relationship broken,
But I couldnt take any more.
I didnt want us to end,
I want you to know,
Ill always love you,
But cant let it show.
Its too complicated,
And will always be,
I love you to bits,
But you cant be with me.
I have to tell you,
I believe in fate,
Im waiting for god,
To find my sole mate.
I know Im crazy,
Even insane,
But I believe in this,
And have no shame.
Im so sorry,
Im not right with you,
Now Im saying goodbye,
What else can I do?
NOW I UNDERSTAND

Now I understand,
the past is where you live.
you don't want to change,
to forget- your memories of him.
now I understand
the songs you loved,
that I sang for you,
kept your love for Him alive
...I just sang the tune.
now I understand
I was your shelter from the storm,
a place to come to get well,
loved, safe and warm.
now I understand,
how little I knew,
I don't want to know, anymore,
it's better to let you go,
PLEASE FORGIVE ME

You tell me not to feel so sad,
But then I go and cry.
You tell me, “keep your chin up”
But I feel like I could die.
The worst day of my life
Was when I made that choice.
I need to feel you hold me,
I need to hear your voice.
Can you hear me softly calling?
Can you taste my sour tears?
Do you know how much I love you?
Do you know my biggest fears?
I’m afraid you still don’t love me,
I’m afraid you won’t return.
I’m afraid to show my feelings,
I have this inner burn...
The inferno of my sadness,
They are the fires of death.
They burn here deep within me,
And pierce my every breath.
I wish you would stay with me,
Please, don’t go away.
I need to know you love me,
And I need for you to stay.
I’ll love you for eternity,
I’ll love you for all time.
Just stay forever in my arms,
Again... just, please, be mine.
Now I know you’re gone for good,
And never coming back.
Now I see I’ve been replaced,
You haven’t lost your knack.
You always could move on so fast,
It crippled me to see.
You could always turn around,
And walk away from me.
You turned back only once to say,
“I will be back, don’t cry.”
You took away my heart and soul,
And now... I fear I’ll die.
You need to come back to me, dear.
I need to hear you say,
“I told you I’d be back sometime,
I’ve loved you till today.”
WHAT'S LOVE?

Love is a thing shared by two
Love is what you feel for me and you
Love is precious when its shared
Love is danger when its dared
Love wanders and searches for the one
Love plays and just do it for fun
Love lets you hear love songs to emote
Love lets you make sweet poems & a quote
Love makes the world go around
Love makes us happy if the one we love
is finally found
Love turns the world upside down
Love cheers us never with a frown
Love makes you cry
Love sacrifices and says goodbye
Love has its own reason and time
Love can make someone you love "mine"
Love makes a person kiss
Love makes a person miss
Love is experienced by all
Love conquers when you fall.
Memories
This World

but if you look again you will find
the world is full of pain,
the pain is all around us
we can't help but inflict it
it can't be avoided,
you hurt for no reason
that's just the way it is
there is no way to eliminate pain
only to embrace it
in your life you only see what you can handle
if you saw any more you'd go insane
true pain is unbearable, you can't live with it.
but pain is needed for some things
that's just the way it is
life without pain is life with out living
life comes and life goes, but
pain is forever, your heart gets torn
out and thrown to the curb even if the person who did it
doesn't know. you feel as though you never want to
feel again. when you feel this way you know how pain works.
Pain is mostly a state of mind
if you can put it behind
you, you can feel whole again.
Like I say the only pain is not knowing what pain is,
cause until then every thing will hurt you more than it should.
when you know true pain the past will not matter
nothing will matter, for then you'll be dead.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
PRAYER ANSWERED,
THE COLOUR OF LOVE

No, it is Red
There you go again, you are wrong
The co lour of love is pink
Perhaps you are all right, perhaps not
I saw love in the proud mother
As her baby is breast fed
I see love when I behold the cross
Where God gave up his life for me
I saw the co lour of love when I met you
Yes! The co lour of love is ....................................................
I Wish I Was There

To kiss you Goodnight.
I wish I was there,
To hold you so tight.
I wish I was there,
To gaze into your face.
And wonder why angels,
Have come to this place.
I wish I was there,
To talk all night long.
Or sit in the presence,
Of the one that I love.
I wish I was there,
To tell you I care.
I wish I was there,
To tell you,
"You captured my heart"
And "You'll always be there."
we are together

I sit here watching
the twinkle of the stars,
the full moon in its beauty,
in the cool night breeze;
as the gentle breeze tried to play a lullaby,
my eyes just refused to pay heed,
drowned in thoughts of you,
my mind was as fresh as it can be;
all these times, all those moments,
i can’t believe how i let go
i can’t understand why i didn’t say
what my heart was crying out loud;
I’m always thinking of you
thinking of expressing myself
but my words
when I look at you, when i speak with you
It always ends up to one thing
I just can’t think of
the right words to say;
if only the wind could carry
the unrevealed emotions
that my heart is crying out every night,
i would send it as my messenger right away!
should I tell you
how awful it feels
giving off our time alone
don’t you feel the pain
when your eyes lock with mine?
sometimes life can be deceiving
I’ll tell you one thing
it’s always better when we’re together,
promises, i don't make
of the riches and wealth,
all i have and all that i can
give you is my love
for as long as i am alive
to cement our future
to make our dreams come true!
Monday, April 5, 2010
Until we meet .

My nights will be a little colder
My days a little shorter
My heart will beat a little less rapid
Until we meet
I know that my arms will be empty
My mind hurting from the constant thought of you
Minutes will seem to be hours
Hours will seem to be months
While months will seem like eternity
Until we meet
The stars in the sky will not affect me
with its gleaming sparkles of life
Until I am gazing at them in your arms
And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing
Until it is you that I share the my food with
And Until we meet
I will not feel whole
My world will seem incomplete
Until that wonderful day
When our eyes make first contact
And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind
The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song
"Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."
New Life

Not enough laughs and too many tears.
Trying to figure out where it all went,
These wasted years that I have spent.
Searching for something to go beyond,
Life's a stone skipping across a pond.
At the last skip, it hits with a splash,
Down the stone sinks, gone in a flash.
Pushing and pulling, it's tearing apart,
Poking and prodding an underused heart.
This dark velvet curtain that hides my soul,
Living this life has taken it's toll.
In a flash of bright light, the curtain is torn,
Tumbling down all tattered and worn.
Revealing new life, a child within,
Born free of hate, of suffering and sin.
Now my eyes see what has never been told,
Striving forth happy, confident and bold.
Into a world that's unfamiliar but friendly,
Into this new life my spirit will send me.
Living and laughing, loving it all,
I stood myself up and answered the call.
The darkness has gone, replaced by the light,
I gave up the darkness with hardly a fight.
I've been sitting around this life for years,
With laughter aplenty and hardly a tear.
Now I can see just where it all went,
Cherish every moment of this new life I've spent.
Sunday, April 4, 2010
I Was Reminded

As we lay there quiet,
I was reminded of all the reasons why I lust you.
Your .......,
and the way it teased at me seductively.
Your laugh,
and the way it tempted me.
Your eyes,
and the way they seem to hypnotize me.
As we sat there silent,
I was reminded of all the reasons why I love you.
Your smile,
and the way it brings such life into me.
Your laugh,
and the way it makes everything okay.
Your eyes,
and the way they seem to read my thoughts.
I am reminded of all the reasons why I hate you.
Your smile,
and the way it confuses me.
Your laugh,
and the way it seems to mock me.
Your eyes,
and the way they can look into mine and not feel a thing
NUMB!
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Marriage ?

I Wish

i need to know whats on his mind
still i failed to say..
i need to know what makes him smile
what makes him want to stay!
and all his dreams i need to see
so i can insert something about me..
i need to know his favorite star
coz i'd wish upon it with all my heart
wishing someday i could be there
to share this night with himer!
they say wishes are for
fools running a few
still I'd take my chances
being a fool with you!
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Do you think of me too?

I begin to wonder
Do you think of me too?
I imagine you're next to me,
Pulling me close,
I feel your kiss,
As you caress my skin.
My heart beats fast,
Pounding louder every second,
I begin to tremble,
As I taste your sweet lips.
I find that I gasp for air,
To replace the breath that you just took away.
My body and soul
Are slipping into a heavenly bliss.
Your hands are touching my every inch,
With such ease and tenderness.
I want this moment to last,
Not one second can escape,
I want to stay in your arms,
But then I suddenly awake.
It was only a dream,
Just a desire,
But in reality,
You have set my heart on fire.
Sunday, March 28, 2010
"Why Give Up"
"WHAT IS LOVE"

What is love,
You are love at it best.
Just looking at you is love,
Thinking about you is love,
Having you by my side, is love,
Being next to you is love,
Being there to help you up, when you fall,
Being there to share your hope and dreams,
Being there to help take your fears away,
All this and more is true love.
Apology

With a gesture, a look, a touch?
How is it I never realized
I hurt you so very much?
I do not ask forgiveness,
A comfort I'll never deserve.
I merely want to let you know,
But I cannot find the nerve.
To finally confront you, face-to-face,
To look you in the eye,
To face your wrath, your apathy -
Too terrified to try.
You called me selfish, I turned away,
I festered and I fled;
Cutting and wounding and lashing out,
Just to see if you bled.
Betraying and deceiving you,
I surely had no right
To snatch away such a precious gem;
A dark thief in the night.
Four years and forever passed
To bring us to this day,
When I present these simple words
I never thought to say.
The time has come, it's long past due,
To put aside my fear;
Would this confession torture you,
Or have you longed to hear?
To hear those two forbidden words,
To vanquish all the pain,
To understand my dearest wish:
To know you once again.
The years aged me remarkably,
Though they have not made me wise;
I do know I erred irrevocably -
For that I apologize.
Saturday, March 27, 2010
True..............

True love, so hard for to find,
That one in a million
Oh why, is it so hard to find.
Why oh why, i do not know.
Then when you find it,
That love so pure and sweet,
That one in a million woman,
For what do you do,
You do not just put one foot,
But both feet you put into your mouth.
For why do you do this,
For maybe it was meant for to be.
Find a GUY

AS we grow

Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Nothing Can Compare To You





