Marriage ?

Marriage is a great thing.. There are good times and bad times. It does take work to make it work. But if you look up the word LOVE, its an action word. Means you have to work at it. Like Marriage and Love they both take work, some days it easier than others, someday you have to give more than you receive. But what makes a good marriage Great is knowing that at the end of the day your with the one you LOVE!

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.”

I Wish

i wish

i need to know whats on his mind
still i failed to say..
i need to know what makes him smile
what makes him want to stay!

and all his dreams i need to see
so i can insert something about me..

i need to know his favorite star
coz i'd wish upon it with all my heart
wishing someday i could be there
to share this night with himer!

they say wishes are for
fools running a few
still I'd take my chances
being a fool with you!

Do you think of me too?

I think of you
I begin to wonder
Do you think of me too?

I imagine you're next to me,
Pulling me close,
I feel your kiss,
As you caress my skin.

My heart beats fast,
Pounding louder every second,
I begin to tremble,
As I taste your sweet lips.

I find that I gasp for air,
To replace the breath that you just took away.
My body and soul
Are slipping into a heavenly bliss.
Your hands are touching my every inch,
With such ease and tenderness.

I want this moment to last,
Not one second can escape,
I want to stay in your arms,
But then I suddenly awake.

It was only a dream,
Just a desire,
But in reality,
You have set my heart on fire.

"Why Give Up"

You do know,

That I can never,

Give up for trying,

To make you mine

For you see,

It is not my nature,

For to give up.

For as long,

As I live and breathe,

I will try,

To make you,

Mine one and only sweetheart.

"WHAT IS LOVE"

What is love,

You are love at it best.

Just looking at you is love,

Thinking about you is love,

Having you by my side, is love,

Being next to you is love,

Being there to help you up, when you fall,

Being there to share your hope and dreams,

Being there to help take your fears away,

All this and more is true love.

Apology

How do I tell you I'm sorry -
With a gesture, a look, a touch?
How is it I never realized
I hurt you so very much?

I do not ask forgiveness,
A comfort I'll never deserve.
I merely want to let you know,
But I cannot find the nerve.

To finally confront you, face-to-face,
To look you in the eye,
To face your wrath, your apathy -
Too terrified to try.

You called me selfish, I turned away,
I festered and I fled;
Cutting and wounding and lashing out,
Just to see if you bled.

Betraying and deceiving you,
I surely had no right
To snatch away such a precious gem;
A dark thief in the night.

Four years and forever passed
To bring us to this day,
When I present these simple words
I never thought to say.

The time has come, it's long past due,
To put aside my fear;
Would this confession torture you,
Or have you longed to hear?

To hear those two forbidden words,
To vanquish all the pain,
To understand my dearest wish:
To know you once again.

The years aged me remarkably,
Though they have not made me wise;
I do know I erred irrevocably -
For that I apologize.

True..............

True love, so hard for to find,

That one in a million

Oh why, is it so hard to find.

Why oh why, i do not know.

Then when you find it,

That love so pure and sweet,

That one in a million woman,

For what do you do,

You do not just put one foot,

But both feet you put into your mouth.

For why do you do this,

For maybe it was meant for to be.

Find a GUY

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, "that's ............................

AS we grow

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

Nothing Can Compare To You

The gentle breeze of the air around me, The sound of the ocean slowly rolling, The beauty of the sunset, The feel of the sand as I walk along a beach, Can never compare to you. The sweet smell of a rose, The kiss of the snow as it falls to the ground, The bite of the rain as if falls on me spinning in the street, The love of my family and friends, Can never compare to you. Nothing in this world, Can compare to the way I feel for you.. The way I feel when I'm with you, Nothing can compare to tour embrace, I would give everything... to feel... this love, The love you once had for me, The love that is drifting farther away from me everyday, The love that seems to be my life my world, my dreams, Your love for me... is all I need, Because nothing... can compare to you.

Just You

Just,You
There are that I can't explain
There is a lot of knowledge to gain
I think about you all the time
Oh how you stay in my mind.

I wish that I could tell you how I feel
There are things that to me appeal
When we hang out it's only for a little wile
I like that you like my smile.

There are things that I wish weren't so
There are many things people don't know
We have a lot in common that's nice
Just one thing that attracted me to you was your eyes.

There is something about you that is different
When I'm around you I get all tingly inside
Maybe it's love but, whatever it

Wrong

She is sitting on her bed,contemplating everything you ever said,She's starring at the light from her CD player that lights up red,wondering whatever went wrong.Then It hits her it hits her hard.Nothing ever did.Because it was wrong from the beginning.Giving her heart..the only thing she had left..after every fight,she gave it to him..only to have it stabbed with a knife,now the pain of a first love is neverending.She's crying now thinking on what to do next,her head tells her to let it go..just over look it.But she can't the pain is to much.Ever since she was little she never really had anyone..to love her,to really comfort her she thought she found it but she was wrong.

I Tried

I tried not to let you see, Just how much you meant to me. I tried not to let you in, But somehow you always win. Now I'm trying not to fall apart, Not so easy to do on a broken heart. I tried not to care, But that was impossible with you always there I tried not to fall in love with you, But how, I had No clue. Now I'm trying not to fall apart, But you've stolen every splintered piece of my heart. I wasn't ready to say goodbye, Why did you believe in all the lies? Now she's the one you adore, Leaving me crushed to the core. And I'm trying not to fall apart, Not so easy to do on a broken heart.

What Would You Do?

What would you do if someone you love
Doesn't love you?
What would you do if you think he's the one,
But gave his ex a son?

What would you do if he promised
Not to do it again?
What would you do if he kissed
Your best friend?
What would you do if he made you his wife
And controlled your whole life?

What would you do if you told him how you felt,
And he walked away without a doubt?
What would you do if he said he didn't care,
And that life is unfair?
What would you do if he made you cry
And there was nobody to dry your eyes?

What would you do if he treats you like nothing
And when you say you're going to leave,
He treats you like something?
What would you do if he gave you his heart and just took yours?
What would you do if he locked your heart up
And you couldn't find the key?

What would you do if your friends said your life was on the line
And he said everything was fine?
What would you do if he gave you so much stress?
Would you break down and confess?
What would you do?

Do YOU ?

Do you love me for my personality?
or do you love me for my beauty?

Do you love me for my joyfullness?
or do you love me for my social status?


Do you care for my feelings?
or are you just playing?

Do you miss me when i'm gone?
or are you off with another one?

Do you care when i cry?
or will you just deny?

Do you ever plan to tell me that you love me?
or do you think i'm just a toy?

Do you even know where i am in life?
or do you think i'm happy-dooodle-dandy?

Do you even know i'm dead?
or do you think i just disappeared?

Have You Ever? Well I Have.

Have You Ever?
Have you ever been told what to do with your life and you can't take it any more and you just want to give up but you’re scared?
Well I have.
Have you ever wondered what it would be like if you can go back a change the things you have done and hope that it wouldn't be like it is now?
I have.
Have you ever been told to go to counseling and then you do but i doesn't really help but then you still go to counseling just to make the person who put you in happy?
Well I have.
Have you ever wondered what life would be like with that person you have lost in your life and said to your self things would be different if that person was still here?
I have.
Have you ever pondered what it would be like if you were to grow old by your self and then you got scared to grow old by your self?
Well I have.
Have you ever felt love but it turned out that it couldn't be because you’re the one who is a mess and it couldn't happen?
I have.
Have you ever remembered only the bad in your past and it haunts you and you'll never forget?
Well I have and still do.

what I have to say

What I have to say is straight from the heart,
You may not have known it yet,
But i have loved you from the start,
From the moment our eyes first met,
I wanted to get to know you,
Please believe everything I say,
These feelings are so true,
I hope you feel the same way,
It’s time to make it official,
Let’s be together,
I don’t know how far we’ll go,
But I hope it last forever.

Dreamer

Just when you came along,
I’ve been a dreamer
from that day and now on.

Everyday, i kept on thinking. . .
if you would ever think of me. .
though i know it cant be

Every time i began to think of this,
I just stop though it hurts me.
You and me would never be.
Like a fairytale with an ending so happy.

But even just this last time,
Let me be a dreamer .
whose thinking, .
about you and me holding our
hands together and free.

Coz in dreams,
is where i could only be free .
a dreamer . .
who hopes . .
you’ll notice the way i feel.

love & Pain

Love
You really think you need it?

You don’t.
Because after every time you are happy,
there are times you are sad
And everytime you think everything will be good,
you know it wont
Because there is always a time you know,
nothing will be okay
Because whenever you love somebody,
you will get hurt,
Every single time.

No matter how often you think,
this time it´ll be different ,
It will always be the same pain

Go with a smile .

How do you walk away from someone you love
And take the road of friend;
Can you reroute the course you have taken
And start over once again?

I don't really want to let you go
But inside me I know I must;
The times we've loved . . . the times you've left
My heart says stay . . . but it's my mind I must trust.

We have shared so much together
Laughter . . . fun times . . . tears;
Yet sometimes we can't turn back time
We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal.

I know one day you will be happy
And your soul mate you will find;
I know we each have one out there
Even if for now . . . only in our minds.

May life be gentle with you
May God's best come your way;
And on some quiet tomorrow
You will realize things were better this way.

Everything

Every new beginning,
comes from some beginnings end.

Every time you kill me,
I am born again.

Every time you close that door,
Another door is opened.

And every time you say goodbye, a different word is spoken. Every time you look at me my back is facing you, And every time you ask to see me I'll have something else to do. Every time I join your game, You're not playing fair, And every time I really love you, I pretend that I don't care.

Unending Love

I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times…
In life after life, in age after age, forever.
My spellbound heart has made and remade the necklace of songs,
That you take as a gift, wear round your neck in your many forms,
In life after life, in age after age, forever.

Whenever I hear old chronicles of love, it's age old pain,
It's ancient tale of being apart or together.
As I stare on and on into the past, in the end you emerge,
Clad in the light of a pole-star, piercing the darkness of time.
You become an image of what is remembered forever.

You and I have floated here on the stream that brings from the fount.
At the heart of time, love of one for another.
We have played along side millions of lovers,
Shared in the same shy sweetness of meeting,
the distressful tears of farewell,
Old love but in shapes that renew and renew forever.

MELT AWAY

Can I fade in your arms?
Can I get lost in your eyes?
'Cause when I'm with you
I just melt away

Can I render you still?
Freeze this moment in time?
'Cause when I see you
I just melt away

Can I stay close to you
Until the river runs dry?
'Cause when you're heart is by mine
I just melt away

COULD IT BE?

Could it be that I once saw you
In a dream as old as time
And could it be the arms holding you
Were really mine the whole time?

Could you have been my one and only
The reason I woke each new day
The one thing I always needed
The one for whom I use to pray?

Could it be that I had found you
After looking my entire life
Could it be that I had promised
That one day I'd be your wife?

Could it be that I still love you
And once again I'll find
That you're not just a memory
Only to be viewed in my mind?

Could it be, oh Lord I pray,
Just one thing I ask of you
If you're out there waiting
You'll try to find me too?

the Way I love you

I never really know how you feel
I can't read your mind
I just keep waiting ...

Take me to your heart
Show me where to start
Let me play the part of your first love.


Oh, I know down deep you love me
But are you ever gonna love me
The way I love you?

New Day .

If I can endure for this moment,
whatever is happening to me.
No matter how heavy my heart,
or how dark the moment may be.
If I can but keep on believing,
what I know in my heart to be true.
Then darkness will fade into morning,
and with this dawn a new day, too.

Just waNNa be with you

i wish you were here
standing next to me
in this rain soaked night,
holding hands, scheming of things pretty;

Wondering to myself, so late at night,
what is it that attracts me to you?
Thinking to myself, why are you always on my mind?
What power do you have in what you do?

thinking about where i stood,
i try to push you out of my mind,
but every time i push you out of my thoughts,
you crawl back into my world and fill my senses;

it’s so hard to keep smiling
and continue denying what i feel
i don’t know why,
a thousand reasons i have none;

i can’t go on like this,
i can’t pretend everything is fine,
when i just wanna be with you
hold you tight tonight and every night;

I’ll Never Ever Trust .........

You know exactly how I feel about others
You know that I’m reluctant to trust people,
Coz I fear them cheat me

You know I expect 100% trustworthiness from the person that I trust.
You knew each and everything about me,
Because I trust you, and you asked me to trust you.

You are a person who always likes to stay happily
Your happiness is different from my happiness
I have seen many things you do,
Why you do those because that brings you happiness
You wont do anything to bring sorrow..!

Your little happy moments brought me pain and sorrow.
But I need to bare that because you are happy
I never spoke about it,
I never let you know that I know everything that you do.
I never put restrictions,
I never command you,
I never gave any orders.
I let you to live the way you like
Coz everyone likes to live in his or her own style

I stayed by your side everyday,
I came with you everyday to your doorstep to make you feel safe and cared
I have no words to say that I love you everyday,
As you do always
But one thing that I can assure, that is I’m not lying.

From the very first meeting I started to suffer
I bared every pain, even though I knew that I have been cheated
Each an every time that you cheat me,
I thought, Oh this may be the last time that she is cheating me
But my count is endless

You stole me happiness, peaceful mind, my dreams, my hopes, my sleep. etc
You may be sleeping nicely every night
I do the opposite of that every time

Do you know how would a person feel
If he knows that his very trustworthy person has cheated him
Do anyone treat you lovingly when they know you have been cheated them
Do anyone keep trust you
Does anyone can trust them again

I have lost my sleep,
Coz since the morning till the night what I experience is cheating,
I suddenly wake up at night with fear
And I cannot remember how many days I slept peacefully since I met you
Morning to night how many lies that you tell me
I believe every your words, coz I love you

How can I think you are lying me
Coz you are the one and only one
Who knows my every secret, the only one whom that I trust
How can I believe that one and only my trustworthy person is lying
If this is so how can I ever believe another
I’ll never ever trust a person again

Some Days

some days i want to live
some days i wish it’s over
some days i long to see
some days i wait to die;

some days i think i am fine
some days i believe i have a problem
some days i am strong
some days i am weak;

some days i am closer to truth
some days it seems far far away
some days i think i understand
some days i am just lost;

some days i just wish
everything would disappear
some days i just hope
you could be near;

some days i have a feeling
one day everything
will be alright
and that day is closer
than ever;

I am geTTing tiREd

i am getting tired
of starting afresh
each time
somewhere new;

to you everything was
just a game,
it’s easy to say
i was a fool;

helpless, pretending,
hoping someone would see
i guess i fell straight
into the trap;

i wonder what it feels like
to find the one in this life,
the one we all dream of,
but dreams are’nt just enough;

confused about my very existence
just knowing certain things
will never change for us at all
i did my best to keep going;

tonight, out in the moonlight,
me standing here under the stars,
looking for a diamond in the rough
never knowing when it will show up,
i am ready now;

in the darkness of my mind
as i get ready to breathe my last
i’ve got a confession to make,
loving you was a mistake;

you gave me something
that i didn’t have,
but in my heart you don’t exist anymore
as my mind decides between life and death,
tempting fate and
dancing with destiny,
i am swallowed up in the
sound of my screaming;